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		<title>An educated opinion on Japan&#8217;s nuclear problem</title>
		<link>http://InDarkness.darkicon.com/2011/03/15/an-educated-opinion-on-japans-nuclear-problem/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 15 Mar 2011 19:41:48 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[It is probably not common knowledge that I used to work at a nuclear power plant. This fact is probably scary enough as it is, but trust me when I tell you that the situation in Japan is worse than you think it is. Any time you hear the words &#8220;spent fuel rods&#8221; and &#8220;uncovered&#8221; [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>It is probably not common knowledge that I used to work at a nuclear power plant.    This fact is probably scary enough as it is, but trust me when I tell you that the situation in Japan is worse than  you think it is.</p>
<p>Any time you hear the words &#8220;spent fuel rods&#8221; and &#8220;uncovered&#8221; in the same sentence, as I saw earlier today in a CNN article, then you are dealing with the potential to depopulate LARGE portions of the nearby geography.   Dumping sea water onto a nuclear reactor is an act of EXTREME desperation.   I am very concerned about this.  Not for my OWN safety, but because a lot of people are very close to wishing they had died in the earthquake/tsunami.  </p>
<p>ALSO, and this is speculation on my part&#8230; it seems to me that the Japanese government is understating the problem.   The word &#8220;meltdown&#8221; had been thrown about entirely to freely without much explanation  of what it means.   I see scientists on CNN almost 24/7 explaining how earthquakes and tidal waves work&#8230; but there is a noticeable lack  of folks describing in detail just how screwed the people working in/around those reactors really are.    The phrase &#8220;walking dead&#8221; comes to mind.   Let&#8217;s hope they get a handle on this thing.</p>
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		<title>Monday Morning Motivation</title>
		<link>http://InDarkness.darkicon.com/2008/12/01/monday-morning-motivation/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 01 Dec 2008 12:43:43 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>DarkIcon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[A bit (or a LOT) off-topic, but this collection of work-related quotes was a good find nonetheless. Best to wait until you&#8217;re actually AT work to read it; otherwise, you&#8217;re likely to stay home.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>A bit (or a LOT) off-topic, but this collection of <a href="http://www.alternativereel.com/includes/top-ten/display_review.php?id=00080" target="_new">work-related quotes</a> was a good find nonetheless.<br />
Best to wait until you&#8217;re actually AT work to read it; otherwise, you&#8217;re likely to stay home.</p>
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		<title>Dark Icon&#8217;s Voting Manifesto</title>
		<link>http://InDarkness.darkicon.com/2008/11/04/dark-icons-voting-manifesto/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 04 Nov 2008 13:23:50 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>DarkIcon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Point 1: I will not vote for the &#8220;lesser of two evils&#8221;. People have been doing that for generations, and what do they get? The EXACT same choice (with a different face) when the next election comes around. I&#8217;m done with that. The lesser of two evils is still evil, and I won&#8217;t vote for [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>Point 1:   I will not vote for the &#8220;lesser of two evils&#8221;.</strong>    People have been doing that for generations, and what do they get?  The EXACT same choice (with a different face) when the next election comes around.   I&#8217;m done with that.    The lesser of two evils is still evil, and I won&#8217;t vote for evil.</p>
<p><strong>Point 2:   I will not vote against someone. </strong>  Some people think that if you can&#8217;t vote FOR someone, then voting against someone else is the next best thing.   I disagree, but this is a personal choice, not really a philosophical one.   In my mind, the PURPOSE of a vote is NOT to keep someone else out of office.    If you don&#8217;t have someone to vote FOR, then the system is broken and your vote is unlikely to fix it.</p>
<p><strong>Point 3:  I will not vote to &#8220;teach them a lesson&#8221;.  </strong>    I will not vote against my principles for the sole purpose of  &#8220;showing&#8221; some party that I no longer support what they are doing.    Again, people have been doing this for a long time.   Here&#8217;s a question:   Have &#8220;they&#8221; ever learned?  No.   The student is untrainable, so I&#8217;m not going to waste my time.    Not voting FOR them is enough. Actively voting AGAINST them (when you have nothing to vote FOR) is ridiculous.</p>
<p>Point 4:  I will not vote out of shame or intimidation.   My ability to complain has NOTHING to do with whether I voted or not.   The struggles my ancestors had to go through to get the right to vote has NOTHING to do with whether I vote or not.   I will not vote for someone simply because I HAVE to vote for SOMEONE.</p>
<p><strong>Point 5:   I will vote for the candidate that best represents me or my interests.</strong>  I will vote ONLY for that candidate an no other.  </p>
<p>Point 6:   It follows from Points 1-5  that if there IS no candidate that best represents my interests, then I will not vote.   The system is broken, and I refuse to participate in it.     I don&#8217;t refuse in hopes of &#8220;teaching them a lesson&#8221;&#8230; I simply refuse to waste my time or violate my principals.   To hell with the &#8220;lesson&#8221;.</p>
<p>Best of luck to everybody who&#8217;s out there trying to vote.   </p>
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		<title>A Political Question</title>
		<link>http://InDarkness.darkicon.com/2008/09/28/a-political-question/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 29 Sep 2008 03:59:22 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>DarkIcon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Whom do you pity more: The man who is enslaved but thinks himself free or The man who is free, but believes himself enslaved?]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Whom do you pity more:<br />
The man who is enslaved but thinks himself free<br />
or<br />
The man who is free, but believes himself enslaved?</p>
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		<title>Sometimes no other word will do:</title>
		<link>http://InDarkness.darkicon.com/2008/08/20/sometimes-no-other-word-will-do/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 20 Aug 2008 04:06:31 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>DarkIcon</dc:creator>
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		<title>How do you get your fix?</title>
		<link>http://InDarkness.darkicon.com/2008/04/15/how-do-you-get-your-fix/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 16 Apr 2008 00:44:40 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>DarkIcon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;m talking fiction. What is your preferred method for obtaining your scifi/horror/fantasy entertainment fix? By &#8220;preferred&#8221; I mean two things&#8230; how would you LIKE to get it, and how do you get it MOST OFTEN (assuming they&#8217;re not the same). Television? Movies? Computer Games? Short stories? &#8230;.online or in magazines or anthologies? Novels? &#8230;.online or [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I&#8217;m talking fiction.   What is your preferred method for obtaining your scifi/horror/fantasy entertainment fix?    By &#8220;preferred&#8221; I mean two things&#8230; how would you LIKE to get it, and how do you get it MOST OFTEN (assuming they&#8217;re not the same).</p>
<p>Television?<br />
Movies?<br />
Computer Games?<br />
Short stories?<br />
&#8230;.online or in magazines or anthologies?<br />
Novels?<br />
&#8230;.online or physical books?   How about audiobooks?</p>
<p>For me, it&#8217;s television and audiobooks.    I haven&#8217;t read an actual physical novel in quite a while, but with audiobooks I&#8217;ve &#8220;read&#8221; the entire Dark Tower series from Stephen King, and I&#8217;m four books into the &#8220;Wheel of Time&#8221; from Robert Jordan&#8230; all books that I would never have time to read otherwise.   In fact, if it weren&#8217;t for audiobooks I probably wouldn&#8217;t read novels at all&#8230; period.  I just don&#8217;t have the time, and when I DO have time, I fill it with either writing or gaming.  </p>
<p>Oddly enough, I read very few short stories, and almost NO fiction on the internet.  </p>
<p>How &#8217;bout you?</p>
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		<title>By any other name&#8230;</title>
		<link>http://InDarkness.darkicon.com/2008/03/02/by-any-other-name/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 03 Mar 2008 00:57:32 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>DarkIcon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Yes, you can call it &#8220;communion&#8221; all you want, but when I see a symbolic ritual celebration of vampirism and cannibalism, I CALL it a symbolic ritual celebration of vampirism and cannibalism, dammit!]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Yes, you can call it &#8220;communion&#8221; all you want, but when I see a symbolic ritual celebration of vampirism and cannibalism, I CALL it a symbolic ritual celebration of vampirism and cannibalism, dammit!     </p>
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		<title>At the end&#8230;</title>
		<link>http://InDarkness.darkicon.com/2008/01/31/at-the-end/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 01 Feb 2008 00:58:56 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>DarkIcon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[If, at the end of it all, you were given a chance to think back upon your life, which do you think will fill your mind most: How much work you did? Or how much fun you had?]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>If, at the end of it all, you were given a chance to think back upon your life, which do you think will fill your mind most:</p>
<p>How much work you did?</p>
<p>Or how much fun you had?</p>
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		<title>Jack?</title>
		<link>http://InDarkness.darkicon.com/2008/01/14/jack/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 15 Jan 2008 00:47:25 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>DarkIcon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[It just occurred to me that Sheridyn (from Magekiller) may very well be the medieval Jack Bauer. Yes? No?]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>It just occurred to me that Sheridyn (from <a href="http://www.darkicon.com/Library/Magekiller/" target="_new">Magekiller</a>) may very well be the medieval Jack Bauer.</p>
<p>Yes?  No?</p>
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		<title>Economics, Gangs, and Why I&#8217;m Not Published</title>
		<link>http://InDarkness.darkicon.com/2008/01/03/economics-gangs-and-why-im-not-published/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 03 Jan 2008 20:34:18 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>DarkIcon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Honestly, I haven’t wanted to be published since I was in high school. I lost that desire when I hit college and realized that, for all the unpleasant work involved, the likelihood of me being the next H.P Lovecraft was slim to none. Maybe I’ll give my impressions of the publishing industry and what I [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Honestly, I haven’t wanted to be published since I was in high school.   I lost that desire when I hit college and realized that, for all the unpleasant work involved, the likelihood of me being the next H.P Lovecraft was slim to none.     Maybe I’ll give my impressions of the publishing industry and what I mean by “unpleasant work” another day; the point is that a long time ago I realized that, no matter how hard I worked,  I was probably not going to be the next Terry Brooks or Stephen King.   In my opinion, true or not, success in that field was largely determined by factors other than how much or how well you wrote.   So, basically, I quit the gang.</p>
<p>What?</p>
<p>Yeah.  The gang.   I quit it.</p>
<p>I’m making my way down my list of Books to Read Eventually and I finally got to <strong><a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/redirect.html?ie=UTF8&#038;location=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.amazon.com%2FFreakonomics-Revised-Expanded-Economist-Everything%2Fdp%2F0061234001%3Fie%3DUTF8%26s%3Dbooks%26qid%3D1199391930%26sr%3D8-1&#038;tag=darkicon-20&#038;linkCode=ur2&#038;camp=1789&#038;creative=9325" target="_new">Freakanomics</a></strong>..     It’s an entertaining attempt to use statistics and economic analysis to get answers to perplexing questions that, on the surface, have nothing to do with either.     Such as:   “If selling illegal drugs is so lucrative, why do so many crack dealers live with their mothers?” and &#8220;Why isn&#8217;t Dark Icon Published?&#8221;</p>
<p>Here’s the answer:   </p>
<p>Because only the crack dealers at the top make any money.   This isn’t mere conventional wisdom; it’s backed up by actual numbers from an actual street gang over the course of a four-year period.   The guy running the neighborhood drug-dealing gang is making around $100,000 a year, or $70 an hour.   Not a lot, considering the risks, but it’s a serious improvement over what I’m making right now.     The “soldiers”… the people out selling drugs and shooting at each other, are making the equivalent of $3.00 an hour.    There is a level below the soldiers who don’t make any money at all; in fact they PAY dues to the gang for the privilege of one day becoming a soldier.</p>
<p>So the next question is:  why are these guys risking their lives for $3.00 an hour… less than minimum wage?   Because they all want to be the guy at the top.   Don’t they realize that there is only room at the top for a few of those guys and that, statistically, they don’t have a chance in hell of making it?      Some do.    Some don’t.   Those that do, usually end up getting out of the gang.   Those that don’t usually end up getting out of the gang an entirely different way (a coffin).    And then there are the one or two out of a hundred that actually become that $100,000 a year drug-dealer, only to get arrested by the feds the following year.</p>
<p>Sounds sad and rather stupid.   Who in their right mind would sign up for such a thing?  But then the authors go on to compare this to other, legitimate professions… like sports:    Thousands of kids busting their asses (without pay!)  and hitching all their hopes on the slight chance that they’ll become a high-paid professional athlete.    They are surrounded by people who are making money (legal or not), but they themselves don’t make any until some point in the future when they turn pro.  IF they turn pro.   Sure, there are a lot of pros out there making money, but their numbers are staggeringly small compared to the number of kids who want to BE them.    There’s not enough room for all of them at the top, but the kids either don’t know or don’t care.  </p>
<p>Then the authors compare crack-selling to the acting, scriptwriting, and publishing professions.    People put in a lot of work under crappy conditions for little pay, on the odd chance that maybe they’ll be one of the few people who can become a superstar.   There isn’t enough room for everybody at the top, but we’ll all work ourselves into an early grave trying to get there.   A few make it.   Most don’t.</p>
<p>The analogy doesn’t fit 100%.    Enjoying what you do for a living means something over and above the amount of money you make doing it; and I personally don’t buy into the whole mentality of scarcity.    But on the surface, was the young Dark Icon in high school any different than the kids down the hall playing basketball, trying to be the next Michael Jordan?   Some of those kids were pretty talented, too.   None of them is famous now.     Neither am I.   Somewhere along the line, we all stopped trying to be that $100,000 a year drug dealer.   I bet they still play basketball, though.  And I still write.   </p>
<p>Hey, anybody wanna buy some crack?</p>
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